What Can I Say

2/18/2026

What can I say? I was sexually abused as a child. I never told anyone. I never spoke of it until I was in my forties. It was not continued over years. I was not trafficked. There were a few isolated incidents. They fucked me up but good. My brain developed creative ways to protect me from the trauma. Unfortunately, that protective system was broken last November and a lot of that trauma, hell, all of my trauma came flooding back at me. That's another story for another day, though. I'm staying on track today.

That little incident also seemed to open my empathic and spiritual side a bit more as well. Whenever I saw or heard that orange asshat talk, it was like I could feel a mutated conglomeration of every man that ever abused me whether it be sexually, verbally, or emotionally, speaking directly into my ear. I could feel the warm moist air of his breath and spittle hitting my ear and neck. I could hear the flap of his jowls and lips. I could feel the shame and humiliation twisting my stomach into a butterfly knot. I would be reduced to tears every time I heard that piece of shit talked.

If hearing him talk reduced ME to tears, what the fuck is it doing to the women the he actually abused?

This gets me every fucking time. I was raped at fourteen years old. He was eighteen. It was summer. He was leaving to go to college in a couple of weeks. He had his whole life ahead of him and I would never see him again. You know what? Yeah, at least I never did have to see him again. I sure as shit don't have to call him my president. I don't have to live in a country where people voted for the man that sexually abused me, even though they knew he was a misogynistic sexual predator. I don't have to see him every fucking day destroying the once great country that I live in.

And why? Why are people letting him do all this? Because he's a great business man?

NO!! Because they got scammed by a reality TV star. They got fooled by Mark Burnett with some creative editing and lighting. The most successful thing Trump ever did was The Apprentice. Before that he was a failing business man. He was born with a silver spoon in his mouth and was given a fortune. Which he promptly lost in failed business venture after failed business venture.

Since The Apprentice, the bulk of his money has been made as POTUS. While his loyal members of his cult, MAGA, will be quick to tell you, "He is not in it for the money. He doesn't take a paycheck as president." What they don't understand is that his business are making money hand over foot at the expense of taxpayers. He uses his business exclusively for presidential matters and nepotism runs deep in DC. Don't try to show them how to follow the money. That gets into addition and subtraction and usually puts them well into the "I KNOW" red zone. Once you get there with a MAGAt it is usually best to cut your losses and walk away. No good will come of the conversation. You will only get frustrated while the MAGAt throws around nonsensical statements and insults like a monkey hurling feces.

See, I got off topic. I don't even remember what the fuck I was talking about. Now you got me talking about monkeys throwing feces at MAGAts.

So, yeah, my empathic side. I couldn't stop thinking about how hard it must be for the woman that have been assaulted by the tangerine palpatine to have to not only look at him as president, but to know that so many of your fellow citizens voted for a known sexual predator. It is not just scary and saddening for all victims of sexual assault, but especially for the victims of our current POTUS.

What the fuck is wrong with our country? Why the fuck do I have to ask that question at least five times a day? The number of sexual assault and harassment allegations against our POTUS is ridiculous and how so many people can turn a blind eye to them is disgusting. The number of times he appears in the Epstein files and how he appears in the Epstein files, while it is not evidence of any wrong doing whatsoever, is highly unsettling and should be handled in a completely different manner.

Ah, the Epstein Files. They are saying about half of them have been released at this point. What they have kept back is the bad, really sick shit. Think about that. We haven't even seen the bad shit yet. What is wrong with these degenerates? Why isn't more being done to the scumbags in the Epstein files? I'm not even talking about orange fuckface here. I'm talking somebody, anybody. I want to see somebody from those files get arrested. Why hasn't anyone gotten arrested? I guess if they have, we wouldn't know, but I don't really think that is even the case here. I feel like nobody is doing anything about anyone in there.

We've all heard the rumors. It's not just sexual assault. Oh god, how horrible is that. Did I just say that sentence? In reference to children? Just sexual assault? Fuck me. Wow. Let me start that again.

We've all heard the rumors. Child sex trafficking. Raping children, murdering children, cannibalism. Pam, The Giant Cunt, Bondi told us if we arrested everyone that the whole system would collapse. Well, guess what, you stupid twatzi I don't fucking care if the whole system fucking collapses. Those piece of shit monsters need to pay. I want "CHOMO" tattooed across their foreheads. Then, I want them thrown in general population. Give the guards the day off. Or maybe let the Epstein survivors determine the punishment.

Back to our criminal-in-chief. I know that just because his name is in the files does not automatically mean guilt of anything, but, at least thirty thousand mentions? C'mon. He needs to step up and handle his shit. Take some fucking accountability and give us at least some piece of truth.

These rich elite are showing us that they can do whatever the fuck they want and there is nothing, absolutely nothing we can do about it. They can steal our children. They can rape, them, murder, them and eat them. They are like the monsters from the original Aesop's fables.

2/19/2026

Woo Hoo! Andrew whatever his last name is now got arrested today. It's only one, but if a former prince can be arrested for his crimes, there is hope that anyone can be arrested for their crimes.

I came back today to reread this piece for typos and nonsensical ramblings and was lucky enough to add this juicy tidbit.